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He was supposed to come over and do our usual morning thing and snuggle before he had to go home to his other life. Instead he bails and breaks up with me via text saying all the things he wants which is for this thing we had swept under the rug and things be normalContinue reading “Shattered”

I’ve always hated Barry’s life rules. I find them stupid. I never really understood them. He has this life rule book he lives by. Rules he will not break. Rules that hold him back. So many damn rules! So I should probably explain who Barry is. We met when I was in Jr high. HeContinue reading “Barry and his stupid rules”

I stopped writing because it became a chore. Life is a disaster. The world is a disaster. My life battles rage on. Pandemic doesn’t seem to ever end. Days are dark. My extroverted being can’t handle all the social distancing. I miss seeing faces. I miss human contact. I miss the world when we weren’tContinue reading “Here we are at end of 2020”

This is actually from April 28, 2020 that I never posted… So it’s been quite awhile since I’ve written. Part of it is because its been busy, partly because I lack the ability to sit and focus to let things out. Last I wrote, I finally saw Liv again. Then I just quit writing aboutContinue reading “She’s dead to me”

My head just keeps spinning and I keep obsessing. I just can’t get her off my mind and trying to sort out how I really feel about things. Let’s also add in the fact that the song “Total Eclipse of the Heart” is stuck in my head and will not come out. I finally sawContinue reading “And we meet again…”

Just a warning.. I am about to rant. I finally decide to go back to therapy. Today on session #3… I am literally walking and the secretary pulls me aside and informs me that my insurance hasn’t covered any of it. WHAT IN THE %&$@?!?!?!?! Excuse me…. 3 sessions later at full price they areContinue reading “First blogged rant”

Her. Her is infamous in my world. People are always taken aback when they find out she even exists. I don’t always tell people about her. She’s not really a secret but kind of a surprise legend in my life story. So who is her? Her name is Liv. She is the only female IContinue reading “Her”

Last night, I had this moment when I was in the shower, slipped and smacked my forehead on one of the built in shelves. When I woke up this morning, I was hoping it had knocked me out, and everything from the night before was just a bad dream and my life isn’t really thisContinue reading “Realizations of the sad drunk girl”

So here it is. I finally decided to start writing about my life. I’ve been told since high school I need to write a book about it, but that requires entirely too much effort. This is about as close as it is going to get for now. I am 35. I was diagnosed four yearsContinue reading “Post #1”

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